The Basics of Esoteric Sciences & Philosophies
by Cris Blakk
This is a nice and easy way to start off in magic. I chose the more healthy and proper way to prepare your mind and body for magical spirituality and it’s sciences to benefit you. Viewing Kemetic ritual structures and conjunct them to find the core value and connection of Quantum Biological information (magick) that you can decide for yourself if it connects and makes sense. Along with this we will be viewing Chakra Science, Meditation, Cleansing, Breathing and all the things that are commonly known to connect the human race, religions and many magical sciences.
“Coming into being, Awakened, Enlightened, Xepar, Metaphysical, Spiritual”, and all kinds of terms, words and phrases to describe a person realizing that there is more then meets the eye in reality of all our lives in this current age we abide together in…..
What is the first thing that we all have in common with everyone in the world or at least a larger percentage of the world takes part of? We wake up in the morning and go about our day. Believe it or not this is a ritual so to speak because it’s going to determine your week on how you treat your human morning. The sun is the most powerful star and planet near Earth. Therefor, we humans use everything we can possibly use even just on a physically normal level. The sun feeds the plants and our whole way of living and we we don’t realize is that there is even more power through a cosmological view point to advance humans with favor from the act of manifesting one’s realty. What is the point you ask?
Your first magical ancient ritual that leads all the way back to ancient Egypt which is true name is Kemet this ritual is called Resh. This should be your most important ritual is to connect with the closest and most powerful star.
Resh is greeting the sun under the protective and tower like watch of the land before the sun rises. The whole point is to meditate into the sun rise so you wanna get out before the sun rises. We greet the sun in the name of that anu or god which are the Egyptian pantheon such as RA, Ahathoor, Tum, and Kephra which are a part of the same pantheon as Isis/Auset, Osiris/Auser and Anubis/Anpu. There are 4 times to greet the sun so there are 4 spirits or gods of those points of time for one day. You don’t have to choose all of them but at least try one or two for 30 days and tell me if your life don’t change. This is just one ritual or one type of magick. See this will cause more humans to have respect for magic/magick and creat historic alchemical mass of energy distribution for your favor or intention.
Here is a website that measures time zones and time to the perfect second for you to perform this ritual unto the sun. But after clicking on the link you must click on home and then click on “resh times” and you can fill out the time zone for your area so you can get your true resh time for ritual.
The second thing we are going to get into is meditation. I don’t care what you say or think. Your not going to learn how to truly release unwanted energy unless its first by relaxing which will lead to a higher kundalini and manifesting rate. See if there was a meter no matter what most people either hit the mark for a short period of time or hit the medium and ride out a wave while peaking once or twice and then fall off. And the small percentage hitting the heights and maybe even becoming rich and famous. You can’t manifest if your energy is rushing and going crazy unless we are talking about baneful works which that is not what we are doing here. No need to tain your system if you’re not ready for that type of magical energy work. So you are going to find time to sit and be quite. Nothing hard or anything relating to rocket science but something we all deserve and that is to relax. Drop all though. Be unto you. This is also part of self preservation and self care which believe it or not is a mission statement for nurses in all fields of medical and hospital work. Did you know that you can manifest by just breathing? Did you know that you can add muscle to your quantum biological structure in your body by breathing certain ways and visualizing your own healing. Not good for you to go out and heal when you need healing yourself. It’s not going to hurt anyone else but you. Some people have been doing it for years and are mastering it but its good to take baby steps in magick so you appreciate your “come up”.
Chakras are amazing because there are so many schools of thought and its enough to try and allow healing and building that will lead to be able to perform crafts, works and manifesting and hopefully an even higher growth in people wanting to heal others. One amazing thing about chakras are that there are stories of beings and gods of other spiritual and religion traditions or sciences that show how each chakra can represent one god. This is a sign that humans are more powerful that we think. Chakras heal our bodies even when we don’t realize that if we didn’t get involved with this we wouldn’t have healed as much. Yogic Chakra teachings are originally vedic and later Yoga was made. Yogic chakra teachings are to me not that hard to comprehend and learn truth about the word chakra, how to pronounce and the history. After wards you can start learning how to properly open and close your chakras, align your chakras and cleanse your chakras. This will lead to the final phase of this teaching which is Energy Movement.
Learn to move energy in your body and around you. You have a magnetic field around you to, heal, yourself, others and manifest for your life.
You can start by breathing in and out of your nose deep and calm. Begin to visualize the energy in your body and do a simple technique by moving the energy flowing from your right hand chakra into your left hand chakra. Try to maintain and nice generous distance. This will teach you that your chakras and energy movement can increase in power because they are similar to muscle memory and how that works. After a while you can now remove and replace energy and also push energies like headaches and pain from your own body right through your chakras and meridians. This will lead to you wanting to master either Reiki, Prana, Qigong or all three for healing. Healing is a powerful attribute involving manifesting through craft, planetary alchemic work or ritual or thought alone. After 90 days choose a magical religion or structure to learn and become a part of and attempt to manifest through a working of that religion or structure.
You can do a simple light meditation and start with a small ball the size of a ping pong or golf ball and allow it to grow into a vehicle. You get in it and allow the vehicle to become you and then you star burst filling every cell and blood vessel. Every muscle and spot on your body causing a pur bright light star burst to come out of every meridian, chakra and pore until you feel so good. Breath and relax while you do this for an hour once a week or 2 minutes a day and it will cleanse you completely. You will begin to notice how you also feel strongly to react to any given situation in the highest wisdom of your well being and add great strength to your psychic readings, healings and magical workings. Thank you for being a part of this and Increase and favor to you new road.
I left breathing for last because it so important people forget and have no idea how powerful breath alone can manifest. I personally remove pain and infection from thr human body on breathing. An art called Pranayama which in the United States it is called Prana and also Pranic Healing. You can breath deep and calm in and out of yoir nose and you can feel th emergy also breathing in and out of your chakras in every part of your body. Breathing properly may also manifest things instantly so don’t be shocked lol. Look up Yogic breathing. They should have like 10 different ways of breathing. This will help a great deal!
Once you learn all these things and you’ll just know in your heart that you are doing them right, you will truly manifest.
Esoteric Science Practitioner
The Santa Muerte Tarot is a hit in the tarot community and I myself am enjoying using this deck for videos and posts like this one. The creator of the Santa Muerte Tarot is none other then Fabio Listrani. Thank Fabio. Can’t wait to get your new Santa Muerte Oracle Deck.
So this 12 card spread is an old school life line type of spread but as far as my intent, well, I sae it more as a level or phase and allow the universe to show the time specifics if need be.
Time Interval: Phase 1
1st Draw – 4 of Wands
This particular card the 4 of Wands was drawn upside down but first let me explain the right side up and normal meaning. The 4 of Wands right side up means creativity, balance and prosperity and manifesting. And for the placement that it represents a foundation in position as being the 1st card tells the soul of the person and how things started off for this particular person or like I said before my intention is to read the whole Los Angeles almost like the way the ephemeris is supposed to be read. These cards are following in time are other parts and the ones underneath at times perfectly connect to the first position from top to bottom so the two cards underneath will be also part of that foundation regardless if it is right side up or up side down. The 4 of Wands for Santa Muerte means balance and prosperous and I can see that this reading has something to do with something specific like talent and/or administrations. So far, for Los Angeles, this is calling out to all people and every sign to come together in talent and help the up and coming talent in guidance and wisdom especially for balance. Balance is important for those to awaken or the youth. The only thing I can say is that if this card was upside down then that would mean that the person is getting too attached to the elevation of what was manifested.
Try appreciating and working with what you have and drawing increase to what you have and truly enjoying yourself in wellness in this particular and present moment.
This next card is being drawn from left to right. 4 across and 3 down.
2nd Card Drawn – THE HERMIT XI
This card is pretty famous and well know in the tarot and for the santa muerte this card means to go inward and do major meditation and search for answers. Perhaps if you are experienced in scrying, it helps me for certain. Just easy thinking and relaxation and asking the universe what it is you need to fix about yourself or your life. Perhaps something you should address. For many it’s a certain attitude or probably a bad habit. For others it could be physical like working out or dieting and losing weight for health reasons. And also for most, when it comes to talents, there are projects, books, songs, albums, inventions, house projects, promises and duties all left for the “I’ll get to it when I can” but never accomplished to completion. This major archana is more about shedding and completing these things that were left in the life line of all people will do better taking care of all dealing with the matters once and for all.
3rd Card Drawn – Page of Cups
The Page of Cups is a lesson in life to teach you that you aint no Emperor yet. If you want to be cream of the crop you have to act as if you are always a beginner so to speak. Most beginners are either studying a lot or just studying enough to set them off in each part of a structure such as Math or a trade like Electricity. I mean you have to go to school for that, doctor, scientist whatever man. You have to be certified in everything these days. This is a nice recourse or revisiting the things that you didn’t master. Mastering and sharping your skills like some psychics try to do readings without tools to make their psychic energy stronger and see deeper. It can be anything. Dirt bike motor cross racing, baking, growing herbs for healing, or anything you are good at, sooner or later your going to find yourself looking stuff up. Go out and get certified. This card is not so much a perfectionist but telling you that before the universe ups the level on you or anything you been waiting for, when this card pops up, it means to perfect yourself so you can face that upper level because its going to come with increase in favor and blessings, gifts, raises, prizes, winnings, promotions, and anything like that it can also come with any level teaching and some may even be saturnish which we all know can be a bit uncomfortable but only makes our souls like iron and light.
4th Card Drawn – 10 of Swords
The 10 of Swords Upside Down but I will explain the right side up first like I did with the other cards. The 10 Swords means that you have transformed and now ready to face what is ahead. Now upside down this could very well have some different reasons to be fair to the difference between fault and circumstance. I guess in a sense in doesn’t matter but upside down this means that going forward is not possible because of either not preparing right or again due to uncontrollable circumstance. This means that the person can’t be held account of that is the truth about why but then gain it’s just a card telling you. Forget the past that may feel as though it seems haunting. Just let it all go and relax and fix your problems.
Time Interval: Phase 2 – Many of times giving a reading, I will see the 2nd Phase in my clients as the present time. Just like if you draw only 3 cards as in a time line, you will notice the middle being the holding time or the present.
5th Card Drawn – Page of Swords
The Page of Swords is a huge opportunity card. However this one upside down means that there is a block or trouble. So the solution remains to be the same. Look out for opportunity. Keep searching and don’t give up. Sorry but this one is very simple and to the point, no need to add to this due to the fact that upside down is a sign that the spirits are helping…wink wink.
6th Card Drawn – 5 of Cups
Funny how Santisima teaches and brings you through to new levels of your life that you need even though they might not be comfortable. The 5 of Cups is the perfect card for retreating inwardly. This card tells that there will be a period of time to think about your emotions and how it plays out especially if we face daily or seldom challenges which are personal obviously being that this card is about going into yourself like a meditation and dealing with your emotions. Yes we have a maze of emotions and that is what you see at the top of the card. This card is displaying a skeleton with a sheep face and a maze on the brain. No one ever said that dealing with our emotions is easy. This is why changing for the better is a strong task because we are coming to a view of ourselves that we may not agree with. You just need to meditate and think about how your emotions might overwhelm others so we need to do all we can to bring balance to our life especially with our emotions. BTW….when it comes to being really in-tune with your psychic skills intuitively, we
7th Card Drawn – THE STAR XVII
I think I might attempt to over explain the against the actuality of this card in my humanness but the truth is that it is saying in it’s upside down form that the person has lost hope. However, we must understand that this might really be a drop in energy. Then again that also does not matter against the truth which right side up this hope. The more elevated mind does not need hope but there is a magical mindset in not giving up and hoping. The other mind will say that they are just testing the idea of success but that if it doesn’t happen but there is a great energy in our emotions. Our emotions can either rule over us, hence the card falling upside down or we can benefit from them. Nevertheless, this card means what it means. So if this is you then please don’t give up. Don’t stop feeling that excitement and joy even though you might not be getting what you wanted yet. Hold on! Someone will notice your energy and so for this reason the energies/the dead/spirits….will see you through to your contact of the up the ladder climbing of your business or talent or whatever it is that you are trying to accomplish but if you give up now or lower your energy towards your goals, you may miss something. Allow the energies to help you but we have to be in tune with them more even just by taking the time to meditate and relax. This will set the tone for energies to communicate and give you hints.
8th Card Drawn – 3 of Wands
The 3 of Wands is all about Opportunity through social encounters. New beginnings, new relationships and so on which can all lead to other opportunities. This is such a great view of the end of the second phase in the timeline of this reading. This shows improvement because that is what this card’s energy is. The card is saying that improvement is happening. So this is a great turn around from the prior card which was “The Star” upside down. This is great because the energies are hinting on a great end of the last phase. Wonderful!
Last Time Interval: Final Phase
If this was a personal friend, I’d be feeling real good for him or her according to the changing of forseen outcome and uprising of positive energy. These cards are what is coming or has already started
9th Card Drawn – THE EMPRESS III
The Empress represents a time of a rise in creative energy. Here is where you have to be alert and ready. I say ready and this card is also dealing with the making sure of things. We want to be clear in our communications, making sure all your i’s are dotted and t’s crossed! This is serious business with the representation of the self and the fact that the tight rope part of the card is to be careful but know when to act because of the action is too impulsive, you may be cut from something where you should have been allowed your time of development. So be on your p’s and q’s. Use this grand time of creativity and opportunity wisely.
10th Card Drawn – 6 of Wands
The 6 of Wands represents a victory so to speak. This card is all about being recognized for your work. This card is where you shine. I feel as though the universe moves us here for more assistance and perhaps evn favor. This can also represent elevation such as job promotion, moving uo higher in your business and matters such as these. Stick to your true security and boldness in who you have become and your work’s proof shone. Becareful for your expectations not to make foolish errors.
11th Card Drawn – King of Swords
This card is right on time! King of Sword represents DOMINION! Becareful though not getting to into the details when working with others so much that you can cause others to turn cold towards you. You are of a much higher intelligence is what the dead are saying. So, you must procede with caution because you don’t want to lose this position. Politics is positive for positive things so you must learn to be easy when working with others. Remember this card is you and can over power some times. Take heart because you have made it thus far.
Last Card Drawn – Queen of Cups
The Queen of Cups represents favor and blessings to you. I also kinda get hung up sometimes over the female and male aspect cards. I always believe its an aspect of the person I am reading but I really do see it now as a female of great reputation who has this person’s back. This is great news! A reason why I look at it as the aspect part of the person is because it says that the person which is being read can be influenced or just has this energy of being or acting as a care giving person like a parent. It says mother but obviously us dudes can’t be mothers, sisters, aunts and gramas lol. The aspect par is that if it’s a male, the male is the caring person that feels fatherly and motherly towards a group or just a larger percentage of the people that this person who is being read is around. All in all the dead say….Trust in her!
This has been a Cris Blakk Psychic Reading using the Santa Muerte Tarot by Fabio Listrani.
On these segmented shows I talk about every day life and just working out our problems on a cellular level and an energetic level where we come to know it is a quantum biological process and not a religion. Alchemic crafts are not dumb nor are they wrong. They are absolute and can I tell you that if you had your chakras aligned that candle magick would manifest at a more powerful rate. So yeah magick or mind work but the whole shabang. I don’t leave nothing out but the bullshyt. I don’t promote lies. I don’t promote racism, misogyny, hate, bigotry, money hungry, charlotanism, or the idea of god in the sense that we are going hell for our thoughts or a specific religion. I don’t hate religions or the people. When was it ever wrong for prosperity to come out of any of it in wellness and truth and not in any negative aspect then who are we to say. I don’t support anything evil. I am not on the hunt like some lunatic trying to find every wrong thing with the “higher ups”. If my vibes aint down with it then I’m walking away. On the radio I just don’t talk about anything like that. I have spoke about those things in the sense of saying that perhaps I didn’t think something was healthy for me personally because it involved those things but a larger percentage of the time I talk about positive, elevating through a building mindset and a purpose for peace and the rise of utopic values with in all our communities all over the world and especially on this beautiful America which I love so dear. The first radio show I ever did was Blakk Fire Radio then a dear friend had mentioned that my mark was gonna be plasticized if I don’t want how I use it for marketing purposes. Eh well I heard this video of a witch that was really cool and reminded me of my pops. Not because he was a witch but because there attitude was the same and they had the same look in away. The guy was removing this energy either from a person or a room and he said the word Malignos and I thought of the word Malignant but then again at the time I was hung up on dark stuff but that’s just your Malignos Radio History.
I say also Workshop because each one teach one. We are all able to work on each other in wellness and good heart. When two humans get together to have a conversation whether they know each other or are friends or not, the idea of lifting each other up in magnitude of light and love and encouraging words, teaching each other a greater wellness then that is the purpose of life. I don’t care if you are doing good or bad. If you are getting together with others and lifting each other up in your community or at least having a decent good time involving any uplifting and positive thing then that is all and you have hit the bullseye. When we who are alive in elevating energy and succeeding or moving forward in life using our healing abilities to heal and our experiences shared while having lunch or chatting online is what is our true purpose and is the reason why we are all experiencing this present age together.
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Time is now the only solution. Time is how we go on or maybe not for some but this whole earth boat pushing through the best way we can on a daily is at least better than giving up. Time is all we got man! All I can say is that I am living and trying. My hope for the climbing up whatever ladder this is supposed to be on a personal level is always strong and ready to go. Even if it goes on a road that is so unfair in so many ways for so many people but what can we do but get in onward soldier mode. My soul is still going. So many frames of life like movie clips rhat keep clicking and showing nice and strong scenes and got me thinking on all the how, whens and why or why-nots in my life. I don’t see whats so hard about living in peace even with someone who is nothing like you. Why is it so hard to have peace with your neighbor? Are you afraid your neighbor is going to barge right into your house and take your wife and kids or belongings? Why are you so afraid and live in fear? You are the reason why this world is fucked up! I do see now why and that is loss. I know stupid because it’s an assumption. A simple stupid notion based on assumption. Why stupid? Because not one notion was ever right. You may see relationships that are weird to you but it’s not weird to the rest of the world and maybe it is just because two people want it to be and that is not wrong either. The biggest reason for racism and hate and all the bigotry all over America and the world is loss. The whole reason for hating dark-colored skinned people, gays, people of different religion or whatever else people hate on so foolishly is because of the ability we all carry to do more than a regular human can do. This where jealous energy comes in. We were made to be magical and reach heights that have not been met. There are certain men in this world that will never meet those fetes. There are certain men and women that can’t do higher minded things and sometimes those very same people exist as the most wealthiest and are able to move the ground under our feet to make them happy that a single creature existing in a magnetic field of utopia and for whatever reason you can’t seem to get your own magnetic field going, you wanna destroy what you can’t have. So in the year 2018 what do we do about this?
I say the reason why Utopia is not forming right before our very eyes is that the playing field is super uneven. The number of homeless and poor folks who can’t afford certainties in this life, like homes. Did you know that the bank is holding homes right now ready to be bought while so many people die and suffer in the street? This is so evil man! I’ts not supposed to be: “Kill or be killed, Dog eat dog”…..that’s evil. Selfishness is why we are all in this position. Greed and the blood of the innocent are the reasons why we are all just not happy. From The Higher up in society to the middle class, lower class, homeless and world travelers, I don’t think anyone on this train which people are clueless to the rat race. But really we as the human race need to get the fuck off the greed and hustle train, man!
We are all killing each other because “they” taught us how to live like this even centuries before our great great great grandparents so it’s not our faults that we were born into the belly of the beast and now trying to climb out. You think I wish don’t wish I owned a great big house and land in the country? So peaceful, so quiet. I ignore it all now. I used to have a misunderstanding of why certain people turn their head from attrocity. Its not that they are turning their head. It’s that they are waiting just like me. So there is nothing we can do but move forward to the point where we are stealth. Besides the powers that be, the truth, who we are, the reason they killin us, the truth….all I can say is that we know it and you know it! So, just chill and move forward like if you just don’t even see or care about everything and in your chamber you manifest forward. Smile and redirect the energies accordingly. Remember, these people are fighting for their last hooras. They don’t understand, look at their minds and how they hate and kill each other for money. That will all fade away. In the mean time let the swamp drain if it’s really going to because if you ask me it’s always a fucking show or a lie like both sides in the deep s t a t e lol. I just stay to myself and continue to manifest. In the end, all that matters is where your heart was at. They don’t let us win and show because then they wanna kill. If there was a way to go back to the way things were where there is no industrial revolution and people just sing and dance and you don’t have to pay it. There was no homeless but travelers and they were always well. If they needed medical attention, they got it. Food? Got it. Clothes, things a wagon ride, money, man, back then a traveler lived life exactly the way it probably should have been lived even then. Imagine if we could all barter and make our own way to live with water and electricity?
Imagine if we all went back to that natural life. Where the waters were clean and so was the soil, water and food. No sicknesses. No hospitals but every portion of gathered people had their own medical type care person. Imagine how fruit tasted or certain vegetables. Imagine how the air smelled back then and the beaches. Grass and soil must have been so perfect and glowing. Imagine the energy you can feel in the air without your ears hissing with them damn EMF or whatever the hell that sound torture they are trying to do to us. I know my ears don’t ring to my death, thats bullshyt. Fuck tv and people making money off of other’s talents. Imagine if we had the chance to entertain people the old school way. Imagine if we could all farm. Imagine if we could all take care of the animals and do it being cool with each other even if we are black, white, asain, latino and have different views and religions or not but still be able to live together?
When I was a kid and played in the school parking lot, all the teachers and people politically connected would always be hanging out and so many people laughing and smiling and getting along. Kids not caring about skin color or religion but playing together and also laughing and making fun of stuff. I remember this clearly as a kid and as an adult sorry to say. People all over this city if you’re not shooting someone, stabbing them or trying to ruin their lives because of the color of their skin then at least you can say that its moving forward. I think that is whats happening. I must say in NY you don’t see people of color fighting like it was way back in the 60s 70s and 80s. I don’t get it but whatever. I always hear stupid shyt coming out of people’s mouths. Not only am I psychic but I can hear very well from a long ways away whether it’s behind my back and I hear what people say. Not saying that they are talking about me but I hear things at certain times when there is drama being riveted into the atmosphere even if it wasn’t a big deal but anyways, The whole defending has to come to a point where we are stealth, flint faced and acting like we don’t care and just move forward. The worst thing you can do to the opposition is ignore them because that just makes anyone wanna quit but at least their energy cannot come anywhere near you because you chose not to allow anything they say or do move you in any way. Did you know that the media lies with all the bad news all the time because a larger population and percentage of people all over the world do not want to fight or be against each other even for the reasons of religion. There are more people of different paths getting along and living regularly on a daily but the news doesn’t cover that.
One thing I do know for sure and that is when you find the right friends to build with, trust me when I say don’t lose them because that is something better than blood. Let’s instead of waiting on manifestations, lets just make this year the year of all years. Work hard and get a head start so that the universe see us making and paving for what we really want. You can pray for or manifest a desire you choose to obtain in life but you will never get it the way you will if you put your hands and feet to the work of it. You gotta physically act like you living that manifestation or prayer and then you will truly see the Universe in your favor.
So Ghost Gathering event took place at the Heritage Museum in Santa Ana. My friend Herbert had invited me as a psychic to do readings for that time. It was a Sunday evening and never did readings at that time ever. I can’t believe as soon as the time came to 5pm, the manager had opened the gates to let all the people in. I almost started to look like I wasn’t going to read anyone. I set my table up already and took a pic and posted it to facebook. The whole week before hand I had been advertising the event on my network. I was so excited but the people started to say “Oh god a psychic.” Of course I just ignored it and began to like help other people with their stands and booths. My neighbor booth was these two ladies who were selling clothes like band T’s and cool ass ties. They were so kind to lend me this drape that I was able to block the sun from blinding me lol. So then one of the workers asked if I could read her and her friend. I read her and she was pretty shocked. Then her friend and something that the energy was pointing to about how certain people in her life that she needed to watch out for and not to trust everyone that claims friendship and she started to cry and out of no where I look up and there was a line. Then an hour later there was a crowed and so many people gave up waiting but to be honest, I never read so many people. It was a great time and I had lots of fun reading all those people but most of all it was the fact that they were so happy with the reading and it was by donation. I was very glad and blessed to have friends come and pick me up after it closed and since I was so far from home, I was able to spend the night. It was truly a great event. Can’t wait to do it again next Halloween Season.
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It was about 4 years ago I was invited along with Gail Chasin to go to this Disney special luncheon. This first year of studying esoteric sciences and philosophies had me so suped up that I started to guide conversations into a scary guessing game that had one employee at the Espn restaurant asked how I knew detailed info about his situation and I said well I’m psychic. The guy I was talking to said his whole staff was down there and all these awesome people came over and began to crowed and ask me questions so I had to bring control and ask them to please allow one person at a time. They were so impressed that more people started to crowed around me. I was so scared because I didn’t lie but I sure was not reading professionally and didn’t have a job reading because in fact, even though I wasn’t fully trained to read tarot cards or any divination tool, I had began to do this thing where I read people through my palms energy. The one thing was that I was getting kinda sad because I never thought I was going to become a psychic or attain psychic skills. This was a big encouraging moment as a person who just began to search about magick, healing and psychic work.
One time I was homeless and I did a psychic reading to a person that was so touched by all I had to say and help that they found out I was homeless and gave me a key to an additional apt they had. I am so blessed to be in this world helping people. All ever wanted to do in life is help people. I wish to become so wealthy that I do readings and healings and works for people who can’t afford it for FREE. I don’t have to wait I mean, I do free readings for my friends a lot lol. I don’t care but I am blessed when I do get paid for my gift. I hope to one day have my own Artisan Camp Grounds. I know one day it will all fall into place.
So now I’m moving around and enjoying California from the valley, to Noho, Downtown LA, Long Beach and Orange County. I love being all over the place. I’m never board and I know soon my girl and I will have this camp ground because she is even more amazing than I. She reads all these different type of cards but one of her more advanced and interesting forms of divination is her way to do psychic readings through art. She draws a scene but knows the person’s name first. When I first heard of it, I was so impressed because she had read a friend or two and they totally enjoyed it. Khaotyk Artwerx is her art company and I’m so glad that we support each other.
If you need a reading please call or if you are in Long Beach, the fourth Saturday of every month I do readings at the UMS Church off of 8th and Obispo ave from 10am-2pm.
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If I call it addiction, many will turn their nose up at this but there are levels ins and outs of the grid that unfortunately make those lesser parts part of compulsion and addiction as well. Leo Season is the secret time to over come addiction or complete goals.
I try to gather myself to begin to do the things I’m so supposed to do in my life or to cease doing things that are not healthy. There were the greatest men and women of time who dug their feet into a foundation and did whatever the hell they wanted and made a difference. You couldn’t tell them anything but the one thing that makes me wonder is that fact that they didn’t last long and their death was disruptive as if it wasn’t really their time yet. I think of people in my time alone like Whitney Houston or Patrice O’Neal. We all know it wasn’t their time but perhaps they pushed the envelope or maybe not. Which ever way they went, we know that there are super strong people who know what they are doing until they realized that everything they were telling everyone not to do, they found themselves pushing the limit regardless of details, we know that artists like them should have been around for this life time.
I am grateful for reminders. Oggun the Orisha is all about rehabilitating people. Oggun opens the roads even wider and branches your roads and super strengthens your mind and life but the one thing about Oggun I come to know for sure is that is an ideal within so for further success you must move forward on these types of decisions on your own. Just you, your mind and heart. One Soul self god ready to do something that is supposed to be normal to succeed over and not the other way around. I have certain times in my life where I can’t accept anything below a line in which I drew a very long time ago. I sure had experienced loss but I gained more than ever and I realized to succeed over compulsion and addiction you must defeat self-sabotage , seeking negativity in other things even if your just positive with yourself, doing something you know damn well your going to pay for it in negatively in more than one way, speaking against anything that you would want to succeed by now you also know damn well that you shouldn’t be talking like that to yourself, your life, your possessions, or others and others possessions and life. Oggun is an amazing metal health program if you become cognizant of what he is really about. Oggun is this doctor really. He is a surgeon of the mind and emotion. Refining your thoughts. Tactical, maneuvering through your life in his greatness. And when we come to no excuse to have to face this compulsion or addiction, we will also come to know that sometimes we may even block ourselves from not completing something perhaps, for example not wanting to finish writing a book for whatever reason, not wanting to stop eating white foods, Not starting to get physical exercise. Besides quitting cigarettes, drinking wine, heavy drugs, over eating, over sexing, over working or over anything. Whatever the case may be, it doesn’t matter! You must take initiative towards these steps. This is the time to do it. and the fall you will refine even more and this winter we will refine even more and when the spring comes, we will be ready for an amazing change. Who knows if you get your shyt super tight, you might just get it off on the end of winter. Whats that a month of a difference?
You will come to a surprise that you my friend God or Goddess that we need you man! We need you like quench this fire against humanity. The more people begin to have self-control and bring their conservative out but obviously for specific purposes, we will start to see the community rise more than ever. Certain things will change and more and more people will be building instead of just partying and wishing they would have been busy building. Me? I’m all for kicking back and enjoy the air. Ask anyone! However, even I am thinking deeply on this. I wake up sometimes feeling like I’m dead but it’s just the hustle and grind of life. It’s not about relaxing but turning up a notch. I know there are yall out there that have been living that life and it’s time for yall to kick back more and rest more. See there are all kinds of levels of different “over do’s” and “under do’s” that are not severe or of a high magnitude such as heroin addiction. We all must address this to elevate and assist in raising motivation of others raising their own energy. Truth is, it’s when your tired and your just not feeling the same about it anymore. I have done things or not done things and thought about my will not wanting to do certain things right was because of my anxiety. I’m not saying all healed %100 but I think if we constantly wait till we think the time or the setting is perfect then we will always be waiting as if we are in a state of fear of loss. Mover forward with courage now. Spark your fire and go!
It’s all about being over it. If you’re not over it, you will still be about it and stay compelled and addicted. Come back to YOU AND relearn to love yourself for your better welfare and well-being.
Con Amor, Ashe!
I’ve been on this grind about rebutting the great american hate machine that has been reeking havoc on all media and the viewers from west to east, north and south is just ridiculous. What can you do if they’re showing off by punching america in the face with the new candidacy that is shocking as to how this was all allowed to happen.
This is all getting exhausting and truly life draining. This whole thing is so unhealthy that I just wanna focus on the creative ideas to build the community for the better well fare of the nation. We need to be raising the energy of the community. I can’t begin to describe the pain of a nation of good souls but nobody cares and the people who do care seem to not be getting heard. I am not giving up this fight. I can never give up fighting for good shyt, you know what I mean man? I mean, I think its not for any reason but normal. Its like my soul has this indigenous way about it that cherishes the ancient ways. I love for there to be peace and calmness and enjoying the moment for no excitable reason but for just what is. I’m not a thrill seeker but I am passionate about so much and I can’t wait for the things that I would really like to be successful at come. Some of us want great things just for the greatness of it and there is nothing wrong with that but I’m just trying to be a regular being and be around people that I care for and want to take care of for always. I don’t think building up works because everyone is programmed to knock your towers down as soon as you build UPWARD.
Funny I followed this idea online name building with advertising and the internet flux but if you know what your doing you can get your name out there with hashtags alone. Anyway, I’m usually spewing this on Malignos Ritual Workshop but my shyt is in the shop lol. I am glad to write anyway, I get more therapy in a way. Its scary to go on the radio. I used to flip out because I would fuck up or just not have the right equipment but I don’t care, I just love to be on the radio. So this is it. I had a few bad months as far as the vibe I felt which is not like someone throwing but like something stronger anyway I don’t want to get into the whole possibly satellite laser punishment thing that I think some rich people do on the public and/or these sounds that are supposed to do something to us or make us do something like maybe mess up a lot. Eh, who knows but its something I feel.
So, the good news is that the only reason why the so called bad rich guys are doing all this is because of the amazing progress that people of color and culture have managed here on earth and that is utopia without realizing it. See what these fools didn’t see coming was that there own kids would be the reason or perhaps their grandkids, people they fucked over and got away, and just the idea that their time is so over and we will rise out of this clutch of the laws of men being girded too tight, which makes say…”I CAN’T BREATH!!!” We are now in the now and must know that only the now and at every present moment is the “when” in which we are or were searching for. It’s logic and science and its more also. I don’t know what happened to people but I’m so glad to know that the lies in the media are so easy to just let go. I don’t know the medial instruction of what should be but I know that any group of people must have EQUAL opportunity in the whitehouse and that is not so nor was it so with Obama and this is not an attack on Obama but the truth. The day that president Obama said “I am the president of black america,” I just knew that it was a distraction. I never again believed in the american candidacy of washington dc. I love my America that I grew up with. I grew up in the trisate area where jews, muslims, christians, hindus, atheists, and all kinds of people of any walk of life were children getting along just because we wanted to have fun and now that we are adults, we are supposed to be more mature and get a long even better but we become more selfish and even more filled with fear.
I love America so Im just going to do me, my music, my magick and my love for things like my family, art and health awareness. I will still fight for the injustice even if it is through blogging lol.
To all the people who hated and prayed for my down fall, fuck you man because you can now lick my balls! How you like me now bitch? LOL Whats so funny is your coward asses stay hiding and your hateful magick always seems to turm to liquid garbage. Yall aint shyt! Hahahaha
I’m chillin and I’ll be plexin doin my thing while you stress and worry about how you are going to make it and hoping that your next magick spell saves you. I’m living real life man with the people I love!
In the name of NZAMBI
There is a great facebook group for witches called The Wednezday Witch. I was glad to be able to start teaching this Monday an esoteric style and forms of witchcraft from a more global perspective. The school Wednezday Witch School charges $20.00 per class and our first class is this Monday April 17th. Sing up @ The Wednezday Witch on facebook today for Witchcraft A-Z 101.
Wednezday Witch Teacher
I took a huge break from talking to many people on social network. I’m doing one last radio show an then it’s off to the bat-cave for me! Feels good to be getting on the roll with this change and finally finish writing this book on polygons.
You know when Trump became president I was in the middle of working with two clients. In my delusion and assumption forgetting the toying of the owners of the world and how they do, I got lost in wanting to beat up racists. I let it twist me up and allowed it to sway my decision making. It’s the pussycat move by the owners of the world because they know they lost control a ling time ago and it’s served to you live on a silver plater in living fucking color man! Yeah, I know I went on this knuckle dragging rage on social media but Oh well. I moved on and now I have calmed down a lot because after all thid slap in the face that we are dealing with hear was always hard to see from individuals who don’t really know what it’s like to be a person of color because it’s smarmy and side windy and really just an illusion. So it’s training time! Time to block the bullshyt out but pay attention to the real parts and just move forward and move forward in your daily routine and goals. Don’t be getting into arguments or fights at least till the Spring. I kid but an old witch buddy once told me sometimes you don’t always have to strike back in a magick or witch war. There is a multiple candle spell called a transference. A transference spell vacuums the attack and changes it in your favor perhaps financial need or a person to approve something. So this how I am looking at my life and the ridiculousness of the current presidency. Time to ignore this circumstance, block it out and walk through it winning because we focused on our goals and not the race bait media. I sure don’t appreciate seeing black women and people that may not be the type to fight get stabbed by countless ads little maysogynistic dudes. I want to get them back like such a taste in my mouth that reminds me of how wolves crave it. That’s sad but to make a difference you gotta have some foundation and I can’t get that focusing of something I have no power in immediately fixing. I myself am happy going forward with my plans in my endeavours. I don’t care to know what’s going on with the world anymore because where I am and where I be and where I go, there ain’t no body treating me no kinda bad way. Until that day comes which I must say has not happened for many many years, I can take care of myself. I might have had a run-in with certain types of individuals once or twice on the west coast but I handled it obviously. I guess I’m just hating to humble myself at this time but I know it’s the wise thing. Protesting at this point is only a waist of time.
I remember almost 4 years ago sitting in a friend’s living room talking about this guest that was on the morning show or a morning fox show, I can’t remember exactly. The first was this lady who had discussed that since there was going to be more of a financial decline and that the only way to make it is to be creative and that the regular business minded approach is not going to survive. I am glad to be moving forward today on to bigger and better things. During the the 1st week of April I was on iMagination Radio and Ken the DJ asked me if I saw or had a general message and at first I was about to say no. Then I saw it and I remember saying that it was time for everyone to tighten up. Then it actually manifested in time with the month of Its the Orisha was for anything out the rough edges, getting our jobs in tune from the normal slack due to comfort and basically just straightening out our lives. And to those wanting something higher that they were ready, just take it. Grab your ideas and make it happen! This is the time to attack the job hunting game or moving forward in your business, or any goals like getting in shape, saving money(this means no spending) and any big or small goals you have been wanting to get at. Deleting my personal facebook page is helping so much. Perhaps there is something in your life that is not necessarily killing you but it’s unhealthy and maybe even taking up your time from doing the things you really wanna go in this life and maybe it’s time to temporary cut it off or for good. Don’t let nothing stop you! Look out for this Saturday early morning Shabbat time for a new episode welcoming Tim Ravenrotar who interviews magical people and this time I will be interviewing Tim on Malignos Ritual Workshop.
Sarava and have a safe weekend! \m/